Buddha (Photo Barbara-Paraprem)

© Photo: Barbara-Paraprem





When we stop running away from ourselves,
by not trying to feel different,
by embracing our whole supposed poorness
and the feeling of not being loved and to suffer need,
with compassion for ourselves,
so if we stay in this way with every possible emotion,
without making the step into term, explain, judge
and finally also fight,
then we encounter ourselves for the first time.
Then we begin to make us familiar with ourselves,
as we would awaken slowly, slowly
from a sleep lasting since eternities,
as if we were only now, when we were not before.
Then a intimacy grows with ourselves,
then we see with our heart and not just with the mind:
God’s or Buddha’s love
is the same as the love for ourselves.
If we remain exactly by that, what we feel,
our heart will become so open, that no more separation exists,
because all separation happens only in the mind.
Then we see the perfect in the imperfect, the beauty in the ugliness,
because there is longer any place, where we would not be.
All we can see, is
always only we ourselves, always only we ourselves, always only we ourselves.
All we can love, we are always only we ourselves.
This not to see means to suffer.
What we see may seems to us like a curse.
Yet this gate to hell is a gate to heaven,
and opens up to us after long struggles far greater peace,
than any sweet threshold.





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ARE YOU DALAI LAMA (Barbara-Paraprem)


The reactions, when people see, how I look like sometimes, fluctuate between curiosity, joy and slight bewilderment. I have p.e. a set of clothes, which looks rather Buddhistic: this dark “Buddhism red”, and to that a yellow-white scarf. Often I like to wear also earth toned “knitting linen swirlings around”, haha. To that a hairstyle, that is rarely longer than 4-8 mm, sometimes even the total emptiness on the head (- unfortunately not in there too), and, what is probably the most obvious: a bindi (- Indian forehead jewelry) and a red dot on the forehead, which i paint on with “dragon’s blood” (- a plant powder to fumigate). The finnishing touch is the mala and possibly a pendant with so-called “eternal knot”. (- a buddhistic symbol).

A man on the train, who passed with a minibar and looks somehow like a Indian or Tamil, was looking first at me, then at my backpack, on which fabric images with Buddha, Tibet flag and Jesus heart are hanging resplendent, and asked me finally: “You Hare Krishna?” I told him, that I am more christian buddhstic focused. Another time while returning at home, a young man was sitting near the house entrance and was waiting for the bus. He looked up and saw my red dot on the forehead. Immediately came as greeting – as if it were the most normal thing in the world like saying “Hello”: “Hare Krishna!” I stoped with a laugh and talked about a little bit. Today at the hairdresser (- where I let trim the hair once again to curtly 4 millimeters): “Whether I am from Mongolia”. A kiosk saleswoman with gesture to the forehead: “What would be the meaning of this”. Or once, when I wore an orange sweater and mala: “Whether I would be in a cult”, hahaha. Also at the Indian with turban I remember well, then at the main station in Zurich. I wore a beautiful Indian dress and had build some kind of “turban” on my head. He stopped in front of me and I think he greeted with “Hare Krishna Hare Krishna,” while he looked at me expectantly. Maybe he thought that I answer with “Rama Rama” or so. But almost funniest I found the question of a woman around 50 in Heiden in Appenzell while waiting for the bus. She asked me verbatim: “Are you Dalai Lama?” Wuahahaha … The woman spoke otherwise fluent Swiss German. But probably she had not immediately the term “Buddhist” mentally present, and so she has just asked in this way.

It results completely in distraction, when I sometimes hold a beer bottle in my hand in addition to that. Many people carry some drinks with them, but beer you get only in cans or bottles, and when they are open, that comes not good to put them in the outside pocket of your backpack, because I already thrown myself with beer when I bend down. So I walk around sometimes in the city with my Buddhist dress, with dot on the forehead and beer bottle in hand. I enjoy the looks – although I also ask myself regularly, if they kept me for a “sect follower going astray” (- quickly and secretly drinking a beer in the outgoing, before returning to the strict community). I can almost hear the thoughts: “But I thought Buddhists would not …” Or: “What is that now, uh… the clothes… but the point on the forehead…”. Well I find it funny. You can have nice conversations. I also draw “like a lunatic” in every free minute on my iPad, whether sitting, standing, lying… Yes, sectarians are “up to date” too and technically equipped and do not necessarily revel in asceticism. Sometimes people also look as if they perceive it as a special blessing, when I (mild smiling) look at them. Finally there is a “spiritual person”, if not a “saint” – Ha! If they only knew…

Maybe I should tighten the “social Check-Your-Conviction” and additionally wearing a Jewish cap, from which are dangling two artificial ringlets at the left and right, while I sing loud an Indian peyote song (- I can actually one!). Or a shirt with Hells Angels imprint. Even recently, as I was standing in the “Drinks of the World” and I saw this beer with the name “Satan”, I considered for a moment … But then I decided for a “San Miguel”. We don’t want provoke the wrath of God…


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Cracks – Risse



If constantly
Hydrochloric acid was sold as sugar to you,
If you have learned,
to hold your breath,
so you hear every whisper,
If you know exactly,
how you have not only to appear,
but also to feel and think,
so that a drop of drought
falls to the ground full of cracks,
If you smell decay in the wedding dress
and life in the black coat,
then the impossible happens
and life itself dies.
Maybe the grace of hopelessness
will kiss you,
because any resistance
would be only a new lie.


Barbara Paraprem – 25.8.2014





Wenn Dir beständig
Salzsäure als Zucker verkauft wurde,
Wenn Du gelernt hast,
Deinen Atem anzuhalten,
damit Du jedes Flüstern hörst,
Wenn Du genau weisst,
wie Du nicht nur zu erscheinen hast,
sondern auch zu fühlen und zu denken,
damit ein Tropfen Dürre
auf die Erde voller Risse fällt,
Wenn Du Verwesung im Brautkleid riechst
und Leben im schwarzen Mantel,
dann geschieht das Unmögliche
und das Leben selbst stirbt.
Vielleicht wird Dich die
Gnade der Hoffnungslosigkeit küssen,
weil jede Gegenwehr
nur eine erneute Lüge wäre.


Barbara-Paraprem – 25.8.2014


ZEN COMIC 18 - GO - 20.8.2014
– GO
© Barbara-Paraprem

Relaxed dog

Relaxed dog at Starbucks (Zurich)…
Photo © Barbara-Paraprem

Hund 1 (Photo Barbara-Paraprem)

Hund 2 (Photo Barbara-Paraprem)


Some Buddha figures, photographed in Zurich…
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© Barbara-Paraprem

Lama Jumping

Best scene at 1:43…


345   Corcomroe Abbey, Ireland (HogPro at commons.wikimedia.org, Photo Editing Barbara-Paraprem)
Corcomroe Abbey, Ireland
Photo: HogPro at commons.wikimedia.org
Photo Editing: Barbara-Paraprem


No church or temple is called only
“Jesus” or “Buddha” or “Krishna”
or “God” or “Truth” or “Self.”
And that for the same reason,
like any shop is not just called shop:
It is pointed out,
which way by a group of people is preferred.
The truth itself can’t be purchased nor be selled.
To a commedity becomes she only there,
where this way is declared as the only one which makes blissfull.


Keine Kirche oder Tempel heisst nur
“Jesus” oder “Buddha” oder “Krishna”
oder “Gott” oder “Wahrheit” oder “Selbst”.
Und das aus dem selben Grund,
wie irgendein Laden nicht einfach nur Laden heisst:
Es wird darauf hingewiesen,
welcher Weg von einer Gruppe von Menschen bevorzugt wird.
Die Wahrheit selbst kann weder gekauft noch verkauft werden.
Zum Handelsgut wird sie erst dort,
wo dieser Weg zum allein seligmachenden erklärt wird.




Street Music

I filmed some artists, which made music on the street.

The first video is from 17. June 2014. I was walking trough Zurich respectively get off the tram and heard some special music. Actually I wanted to go in the other direction, but this music was so special, that I had to check out its source. It’s DUO SERA with hang and trumpet. I’m sorry for the bad audio quality, but with my little digital camera and a lot of background noises (city, traffic, wind), You can’t expect more.

The second video is from today. I’m feeling low today and was sitting in a cafe. Then I heard this barrel organ again, which in the past I heard at different times at the same place. The songs took turns, and then came the one, which I know from the Holy Mass: “Now Thank We All Our God”. It has touched my heart, someway. I drunk my coffee and walked to the woman, which played more other songs. I asked her for this specific one and kindly she took the paper roll, set it in the barrel organ und turned back to the point, where the song starts.



Angel 1 (Paulus Church, Lucerne, Photo by Barbara-Paraprem)

Angel 2 (Paulus Church, Lucerne, Photo by Barbara-Paraprem)

© Barbara-Paraprem


Glitter Death

I’ve created a “Glitter-Death”…

First I took this picture:


Pest (C. Merkel, 1850, Bilder des Todes ober Todtentanz für alle Stände, commons.wikimedia.org) 1
C.Merkel, 1850

Pest (C. Merkel, 1850, Bilder des Todes ober Todtentanz für alle Stände, commons.wikimedia



Then I removed the background with a graphic programm (- Ulead Photo Express SE 3.0 – it’s very old and no more available, but You can do the same with many other graphic programms, p.e. Photoshop…), and cropped it to the central figure. Then I uploaded this prepared picture to this site: www.glitterphoto.net and finished it with the tools “glitter fill” and “glitter stamps”. With “Ulead Gif Animator” I have corrected some little blemishs (- this step is not obligatory). If You like to decorate the same picture in Your own way, You find it above already without background respectively with white background.


THE DEATH (Barbara-Paraprem)© Barbara-Paraprem




GLITTER DEATHUpdate 17.8.: My 74 year old mother has for about 2 months for the first time a computer and is learning now to use him. I showed her a few things, also how to make glitter images. This is what she has sent me today…


The Pathless Path

548   THE PATHLESS PATH - 3.8.2014
THE PATHLESS PATH © Barbara-Paraprem – 3.8.2014


546   ENLIGHTENMENT - 2.8.2014
© Barbara-Paraprem

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SEEING WITH THE HEART (Background transparent)
308 x 533 – 188 x 325 – 108 x 187
© Barbara-Paraprem

Ooooh… Don’t look too long at it, otherwise You may get dizzy… ;)

Barry Martin’s Hopalong Orbits Visualizer


Nuns – Nonnen

A drawing by me from 2004…


150b   NONNEN - 11.3.2004
NONNEN (“NUNS”) © Barbara-Paraprem – 11.3.2004


It’s a compilation of this two elder drawings…




74B   NONNE - 12.1.1996
NONNE (“NUN”) © Barbara-Paraprem – 12.1.1996

Text in the speech bubble: “At my skin I let only water an C.J.” Once there was a tv advertising for a skin care product with the slogan: “On my skin I let only water an CD!”

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California condor (LoggaWiggler at pixabay.com)
California condor
LoggaWiggler – pixabay.com




On the doorstep full of pain,
between suffering and suffering,
You encounter yourself.
Only where you
identifying yourself
with seperated appearances,
starts the suffering.
You are not a feeling or thought,
nor desire, nor thing.
You are not what has happened,
yet what will happen.
And all what appears, has no continuance.
The largest and most fundamental illusion
is the one of the continuity.
If we look closely,
no more thing would make an appearance.
What was a second ago,
is now anymore.
The sharpness of the dharma sword
leaves nothing left.
And then the whole world meets in you.
Where the first illusion
is not recognized as illusion,
and pain is avoided at all costs,
follows the second of the guilt,
which worrys all hungry ghosts.
It is not the death,
which we fear,
it is the pain.
This hell we can only escape,
by seeing trough
the first illusion
and daring the step,
which the whole world
constantly tries to avoid:
Give up the identification with
feelings, thoughts, wishes and things.
However, to giving up this, means,
to recognize the insubstantiality of that,
what we have kept for ourselves
up until that time.
It does not mean to become different,
it just means to be oneself.
It means to be awake continuously,
each moment anew,
because awaken always happens anew.
Because life always happens anew.
Then the things are, as they are,
no more and no less:
Then the Buddha may sit crying
at the big ocean of ​​the tears,
with bleeding heart,
but found a treasure,
which can not be described with words.


Barbara-Paraprem – 25.7.2014





Auf der Türschwelle voller Schmerz,
zwischen Leiden und Leiden,
begegnest Du Dir selbst.
Erst wo Du Dich
mit einzelnen Erscheinungen
beginnt das Leiden.
Du bist weder ein Gefühl oder Gedanke,
noch Wunsch, noch Ding.
Du bist nicht das, was geschehen ist,
noch das, was geschehen wird.
Und alles was erscheint, hat keinen Bestand.
Die grösste und grundlegendste Illusion
ist die der Kontinuität.
Würden wir genau hinschauen,
würde kein Ding mehr in Erscheinung treten.
Was vor einer Sekunde war,
ist jetzt nicht mehr.
Des Dharmaschwerts Schärfe
lässt nichts übrig.
Und dann trifft sich die ganze Welt in Dir.
Wo die erste Illusion
nicht als Illusion erkannt wird,
und Schmerz um jeden Preis vermieden,
folgt die zweite der Schuld,
die alle Hungergeister umtreibt.
Es ist nicht der Tod,
den wir fürchten,
es ist der Schmerz.
Dieser Hölle können wir nur entrinnen,
indem wir die erste Illusion
und den Schritt wagen,
den die ganze Welt
beständig zu vermeiden versucht:
Die Identifikation mit Gefühlen, Gedanken,
Wünschen und Dingen aufgeben.
Diese aber aufzugeben, heisst,
die Substanzlosigkeit dessen zu erkennen,
was wir bis dahin
für uns selbst gehalten haben.
Es heisst nicht anders werden,
es heisst nur sich selbst sein.
Es heisst ununterbrochen wachen,
jeden Moment aufs neue,
weil erwachen immer neu geschieht.
Weil Leben immer neu geschieht.
Dann sind die Dinge, wie sie sind,
nicht mehr und nicht weniger:
Dann mag der Buddha weinend
am grossen Meer der Tränen sitzen,
mit blutendem Herz,
aber einen Schatz gefunden,
der mit Worten nicht zu beschreiben ist.


Barbara-Paraprem – 25.7.2014


elephant 2 Video on Facebook:
Elephant playing and hugging
elephant 1

Mandala Golden Flower (made by a unknown patient of Carl Gustav Jung, before 1929, commons.wikimedia.org)
Mandala Golden Flower
made by a unknown patient of Carl Gustav Jung
Before 1929 – commons.wikimedia.org



Whether God exists or not
– to that shore we get only by faith.
A faith, that is so strong, that it crystallizes to knowledge.
But only the heart can believe.
The pure faith is absolutely straight and clear.
Only where the head is full of ideas,
the clear, fresh water of life goes cloudy.
Faith has nothing to do with reverie
and is not the opposite of science.
Some people, who looks only on the measurement results of machines,
are further from the reality of themselves and the world,
than he who also knows about the reality,
which just can be experienced through the heart.
The outer and inner science must work together,
when the whole of reality is meant to be experienced.
However, there is never the whole of reality,
because life is never finished.
But we can live and ask
and give birth to ourselves every day anew
and through muddy water rise to the light.
It does not need more and we can not do more.





Ob es Gott gibt oder nicht
– zu jenem Ufer gelangen wir nur durch Glauben.
Ein Glaube, der so stark ist, dass er zum Wissen kristallisiert.
Glauben kann aber nur das Herz.
Der reine Glaube ist absolut unmittelbar und klar.
Erst wo der Kopf voller Ideen ist,
trübt sich das klare, frische Wasser des Lebens.
Glauben hat nichts mit Schwärmerei zu tun
und ist nicht das Gegenteil von Wissenschaft.
Manch einer, der nur auf Mess-Ergebnisse von Maschinen schaut,
ist weiter von der Realität seiner selbst und der Welt entfernt,
als jener, der auch um die Wirklichkeit weiss,
die eben nur durch das Herz erfahrbar ist.
Die äussere und innere Wissenschaft müssen zusammenarbeiten,
wenn die ganze Wirklichkeit erfahren werden soll.
Es gibt jedoch nie die ganze Wirklichkeit,
weil Leben nie fertig ist.
Aber wir können leben und fragen
und uns uns selbst täglich aufs neue gebären
und durch schlammiges Wasser zum Licht erheben.
Mehr braucht es nicht und mehr können wir nicht.


Inner Sanctum

544   INNER SANCTUM - 18.7.2014
INNER SANCTUM © Barbara-Paraprem



“The most terrifying thing is to accept oneself completely.”

“There is no coming to consciousness without pain.”

“It is probably even more difficult
to free oneself from the good than from the evil.”

“It all depends on how we look at things,
and not on how they are in themselves.”


Carl Gustav Jung
Talk: Wikiquote


I rarely see such “strong” paintings… Music fits wonderfully to them…

Website of Maya Kulenovic: www.mayakulenovic.com


Die Kapelle am Rain an der Langensandstrasse in Luzern, wurde im Jahre 1654 durch Ratsherrn Wendel Schumacher errichtet (“Schumacher’sche Kapellenstiftung Vorderrain Luzern”). Im Jahre 1874 durch General Felix von Schumacher erweitert und von Bischof Eugen Lachat geweiht. Der barocke Altar stammt aus dem Kloster St.Urban. Auf dem gleichen Grundstück steht ein im Jahre 1684 errichtes Bauernhaus mit Schopfanbau. 2014 wurde die Kapelle aufgrund starker Feuchtigkeitseinwirkung renoviert.

Inschrift auf der Gedenktafel über dem Eingang:

“Auf sonderbaren anschickung Gottes sind vor wenig Zeiten allhier Drey hell lüchtende Liechter oft zu Nacht ersehen worden auss daro Ursach die erde durch Hr. Wendel L. Schumacher des Raths eröfnet wurden so hat man in einer Truhe unten die gnadenreich Bildniss Maria zum Schnee u. den hl. Antoni die geheimnin dieser Truhe gefunden zu deren Ehren diese Gnadenreiche Kappelle durch Hr. Wendel L. Schumacher des Raths A. 1654 erbaut wurden in welcher durch göttlicher zulassung den Beteiligten oft geholfen besonders m. Fiebern u. andern Wichtigen Angelegenheiten nach der Auslage glaubwürdiger Zeigen.

Felix Emanuel Schumacher ano…”


All photos © Barbara-Paraprem



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